Mute state of being

I feel fine
just not sane.
My heart bleeds
in my brain.
This is the pain
I am not keen to share
Once in a lifetime suffering.
with bittersweet care.
By this girl with the crazy dance
in the back of her head.
What wouldn’t I give
to lose myself
in all this sin?
Not only
I hear the music too.
I am forced to sing along.
Cut, bruises and in-between
And we feel nothing
when we inflict them on each other
I just smile.