Resting my head in time travelers lap

I left her standing there
with overflowing eyes
I don’t even know why
There were
still laughs
left to had with her.
In no time’
one chubby little female lad
of mine with
her heart as big as her curves
and her need to talk
about her messiah quite deads
as big as it always been.
I loved to listen at first
She had money
and with a swing of her fingers,
all my problems disappear.
But I saw myself getting old
and I am
not yet ready
for the slow creeping decline.