Akathisia (false equivalent)

Never made the final step
I would like you to
hear me out
I would like to explain to you
what this
was all about.
A name.
I once spoken it
and it was gone
I had written it
down
but in all the paper
and between all
the ink
it got lost
and I was searching for it.
I couldn’t think of
anything
else.
Ever missed the key
in your pocket?
In the moment
before
you search,
you feel
the chains
what it means
to be made out of flesh,
blood
and desperation again
and you feel the
strings in your feet
and layers of your skin
and
after you have found them
you feel better’
without anything
changing
and alive,
yeah
even thankful again.
For a matter
of minutes.
You don’t think
about
anything else.
If you think about it
a little scare
can’t be
that
bad then.
Ever walked
up to the woman
you love,
man?
I didn’t.